I wanted to make today's video in the throes of my shock. This has been much harder than I imagined. But what insight into the physical suffering of Christ.

My despising of the Christian dismissal of the suffering of Christ has been dramatically increased. I am a new man and will be back fighting for truth and destroying the enemy like never before. Never have I seen the enemies of the cross as such vile creatures. They have not tasted an ounce of Calvary. I have tasted an ounce of it---and it is sufficient. The metallic elevator, taking me away from my loved ones and to the lower levels of the ancient abyss, was sufficient. These fucking religionists--they don't know what's coming. But I love them and will try to think of new ways of reaching them.

A scary think happened on Saturday, and another scary thing on Sunday. I will tell you about these events on Tuesday.

Maria and my son-in-law Sebastian are taking marvelous care of me. And so is Maria's cousin Isabelle, who makes amazing and powerful soup. And so are you. I could not be more loved.

I am doing everything in my power to stay in touch with you, my dear brothers and sisters. Thank you for persisting with me.