I'm sorry I'm still hiding from you with my sunglasses and hat. I guess I'm kind of ashamed and embarrassed about my condition. After I made today's video, I watched yesterday's, as I had not even watched it the day before. I had a meltdown about the way I was talking, about my infirmity. I freaked out. I felt broken and doomed. I went to my wife and she told me things I will not forget. She healed me in a way I could not heal myself.

Tomorrow I will share this with you. Tomorrow I will look you in the eye and be totally honest with you. Thank you for your patience. Now I must live the teaching in a way I had not imagined.